The Things I Carry

     Everyone believes they have a normal life with normal memories but they don't. They have specific memories that make the who they are. Physical things, hopes, love, persona, and memories are burdens that we have to live with and makes us unique from others.

     Physical thing are thing we carry that defines us. I have always have kept a card with me. I was given to me by ******* for Christmas. She is a good friend and I will honor all the decisions made by her. The card probably will never mean anything to her but it means everything to me. I can leave the house without it but I always know where it is. As time goes on we see each other less and less but the card will always be with me.

      Hopes and dreams are things that define us. I have hopes to be accepted into the top colleges in the world but that dream is diminishing quickly (thanks Ms. ******). I also have hopes for the future such as having a job and children. These hopes are what I strive for or else I would become sadistic which I am not.

      Love. Oh Love. I might need a page on this. I am lovesick because ***** is unattainable but I love her. Anyway, I have to haul around the this burden around because if anything I cannot get her out of my mind, sometimes bury my head in a pillow. Maybe I should go for ******* or ****** actually not the latter because ***** will declare war on me so that's out the window, but I don't love them as I do *****. I have to carry this with me in secret or else my soul will rip open. The impact she has on me is immense. She has made me what I am today help keeps me going through the bad times.

     Personas are things we carry that define us. I have to carry an intelligent and studious persona so I can achieve my goals. If I deviate from this people will give judgments on how I have changed. I sometimes want to be lazy and be a regular kid but I have to stick with who I am "because I will never change and I'm on my way"

     Memories are things we carry that defines us. My childhood all my bad experiences and all my good times go through my head. Some things such as ** ***** ******* **** ** ************, are things I want to burn up and erase from my mind, but it has happened and all I can do is take these things and learn from them. This makes me a better person.

     Physical things, hopes, love, persona, and memories are burdens that we have to live with and makes us unique from others.  Everyone believes they have a normal life with normal memories but they don't. They have specific memories that make the who they are.